Goodbye ~ A Long Time See You Later

The time goes by until today is my farewell party day.

By December 29^th, I will leave Batam in terms of my contract has just finished.

Still remember the time when I wrote a post before my departure to here, I was very afraid and sound like very hard to leave Surabaya for Batam.

But now, for sure, I do really afraid for leaving this town and need to go back to Surabaya and finished my study over there.

Start from the first day I stepped my foot here, I think everybody were too busy with their own job and they will never care about me. But, see what I got now ? They do really care about me. Even some of my friends always count down to the day when I must leave them here. That’s a sweet thing, I thought.

Sometimes I feel like my friends at office are spending more care for me than my friends who departed with me from Surabaya ~ they also did the internship program.

I see the people, I see the chairs, I see the table around me here. I’m sure that I’m going to miss them so much. I miss the time I came in the morning, with sleepy eyes, and start turn on the computer and entering some password. Then go to the system, downloading and cooking some data to be shared.

Lot of papers to finish by that day to be sent to supplier.

The supplier called me and brings some problems around.

My work pals started made annoyed.

I do really miss both good things and bad things !!

Hopefully I can pass may leaving day without any tears running down on my face.

Since I believe that everybody who loves me here doesn’t want to see for any tears.

And I also do believe that Goodbye is a long see you later..

(to be continued to my post on my leaving day)

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I'm the main actress in this drama called LIFE

Are You Afraid ?

Are you afraid of death ?

You don’t have to answer it, but try to think about it.

I start to thinking about it once 2012 movie is coming to our town. Almost 1 week since its premiere, the spectator is still bursting. Even you should come to the queue before the cinema is open.

It happens to me, starting from 10AM and finished at 11.45PM and just getting the ticket for 4^th performance on that day, sitting on the F row (not quite okay). On the joke, I said to my friend “Do people really afraid to the doomsday, until a movie about it could be booming like this ?”

Back to the time before I go to the cinema, I was attended Sunday service and listened to Father’s sermon about the doomsday :

“ Why should we afraid to 2012 (in term of doomsday prediction) since we faced our own doomsday called DEATH?”

I admit that I was belong to the person who also afraid when issue about the doomsday will be on December 20^th 20120. But, once I heard to that sermon, I realized that from now, I shof ould be more afraid to my own death !!

I think I don’t need asking for why I should be afraid.

Only because I realized that I have done many bad things and I was afraid to be judged for all my deeds. And it’s also prevail to my words blow out from my mouth and thought on my head.

Along watching 2012 movie, I keep thinking, if I don’t start to change all my bad habits right now, I will never be free from this anxiety. I never know when my own doomsday will be come, it could be next month, tomorrow or even today...

I should get prepared.

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I'm the main actress in this drama called LIFE