New Lovely Cushion

Hey world...

Today is a really happy day.

It feels like I want to run around the world and scream " I have a very lovely boyfriend !!!! "

I was coming back from another hustle bustle street with a strong sunlight-smell on my body and hari, euw, when I found a package in front of my door.

The only person who usually sends me a package is my mom, so i was thinking that it will be foods, some clothes, some drugs in it.

I was really surprised when the handwritten of my name wasn't my mom's.

I checked on the back side and I found :

from : Ryuta Ishii !!!!

goshh... my boy..

I unwrapped it wildly.

Until I found a box with very cute cushion inside.

Ups, a greeting card dropped :

" Happy 3rd anniversary sandra.

Jaga diri ya.

Semoga kita kelak bisa kayak gamabr di bantalnya.

Hhehe...

Love u always, Bibir sexy

MUACHH "

Isn't it too sweet ??

Hello Kitty and Dear Daniel (her boyfriend, i think) with wedding suit is printed on the cushion.

Very sweet.

And when I opened the box, the smell of the cushion was so strong. I love it so much..

As I remembered, it looks like my Ryuta's latest parfume.

I never think that he can do a very sweet surprise like this one.

Well, no more words can describe how happy I am for having him as my boy.

He's such an angel whom God sent for me..

Love you more and more, honey =))

The Cushion

Sorry for bad resolution since my digicam was broken and still in reparation, so I used my cell phone T__T

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Home

January, 19th 2010.

On 18th day after left my home.

The feeling is like what I felt about 3 years ago, my beginning time as a child who left home for catching up my dream as an engineer.

I miss the smell of my sister in the morning.

I miss the time when my mom screams in the morning just to wake us up.

I miss when my daddy starts on complaining about my bad habit, brushing my teeth while watching TV.

I miss when I go to grandma's room and lie down on her bed.

I miss my home, even worst the people inside.

And here I am, typing while listening to Michael Buble singing "Home"

"May be surrounded by

A million people I

Still feel all alone

I just wanna go home"

The Adishesa

Left- Right : daddy, ME, my sister, mommy

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I'm the main actress in this drama called LIFE

Good luck, dear

This post is dedicated to Ryuta Ishii, the sunshine of my life.

And here we are.

On the edge of our togetherness.

You need to go back for catching your dream and either do I.

I can denied the hurt feeling inside.

I can denied how difficult to hold these tears.

But I believe in one thing.

My "someday" will come soon.

Someday when we are not separated anymore.

The day when your fingers stick on mine.

All my success for you, dear.

Keep my promise for waiting you here and ever.

Love you.

Why do people smile when no one’s smiling?
Its coz their thinking of someone they’re loving
Keep on believing we are meant to be and
Nothing’s stopping you and me from going to heaven.
Sweetest love

I got the sweetest love there ain’t nothing sweeter
I got the sweetest love ain’t nothing beating it
There ain’t nothing sweeter

Now our clever is about to inch just one ladder
It gets better every second we’re together
Oooh baby it feels so right
A new beginning starts tonight
The reason for when it’s on
Is because of you and me and
Sweetest love

Finally I can’t believe
Coz you and me, you’re my sweetest love

Come on now, I got the sweetest love there ain’t nothing sweeter
I got the sweetest love can’t nothing beating it
There ain’t nothing sweeter oh yeah

Now I got that feeling in my gut
Now I need your fire in my life
Now I wanna give you love so much
And I keep on feeling my sweet, my sweet
Sweetest love

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Sweet Little Surprise =)

It was few months ago when I downloaded an E-Book "101 Romantic Ideas".

I thought at that time, why I just read it and didn't try to do it ?

Until last Sunday, I bought a Patrick Star doll and planned to send it to my babe.

I put a sticky note on Patrick's stomach :

"I'm worried about you so I have organized my Patrick Start to look after you"

on Patrick's back, another sticky note :

"You were my strength when i was weak

You were my voice when I couldn't speak

You were my eyes when I couldn't see

You saw the best there was in me

Lifted me up when I couldn't reach

You gave me faith coz you believed

I'm everything I am

Because you loved me"

I have to admit, since I met him I have strong faith about my strength, I got strong willing to catch my dream, even I know what I want for my future.

He just makes me better.

On January 16th we are going to celebrate our 3rd anniversary.

Although we're not in same place on that date, although we're not able to celebrate it, but I believe our heart are sticks one to another and it's more than anything already.

Love you so much, my babe, Ryuta Ishii

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I'm the main actress in this drama called LIFE

Turning Out Point (T.O.P)

Well, I should posted this on Jan 7th, but for many excuses (I always find lots of reason for not blaming myself =p), I just posted it now.

Today is my BIG day.

In college life, today is our judgment day, when you're being claimed whether you are qualified enough to be an undergraduate student.

Me and my thesis are judging by 2 killer lecturer today.

Well, i have done my part and I let my great God to do the rest and give me the best for His glory.

Finally, I got passed.

mmm.. not only passed the judgement day, I also got an outstanding score, A !!!

I still can't believe until right now.

Even, when I wake up in the morning, I keep on wiping my eyes and talk to myself,

"Do i really got A score ?? Or it's just a dream ?"

All the prestige is on me !!

But sometimes, prestige makes you down.

The A score doesn't mean prestige anymore, it means I have to prove that I deserve for it. I should try all my best to prove it when I'm going to apply for a job after I'm graduate.

Finally, I face the reality that this is not the end of my fighting session in life.

But it's just only the starting point.

Thanks God, He completed me with "the best weapon", and I should show to everybody that I have it..

Bless me, Lord =)

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December 29th 2009 - Late posting

Finally, it’s December 29^th 2009, the day when I must leave Batam and go back to continue my college.

Bangun agak telat karena packing kemalaman, even sampe pagi.

Saya, Selvy dan Lukas menghabiskan waktu terakhir kita di Megamall..

Having dinner @ Gadeno Steak. Staring at Night View on Batam.. For sure, we’re going to miss this town..

Setelah packing dan semuanya, menikmati mandi terakhir di kamar mandi kost, tempat aku dan teman-teman bersama-sama selama 5 bulan. Waktu yg cukup untuk saling mengenal lebih dekat satu sama lain.

Waktunya pamitan ke orang-orang kost....

Bu Yayuk..

Pak Karyadi..

Bu Linda..

Mbak Atik..

I love them all. They kinda nice person.

Terakhir kali ke SEMB, untuk pamitan sekalian jemput Bang Kun – yang akan nganter kita-kita ke airport..

Masuk ke dalam SEMB, kali ini bukan sebagai internship student, tapi sebagai visitor..=)

Datang ke arah meja para buyer....

Mas Didik

Ce Desi

Mbak Nina

Mbak Mega

They all scream on my visiting time ^^

Gosh, I haven’t leave Batam but this moment is seems like I haven’t meet them around some months or years..

Hari ini, gak ada si Sandra yg datangnya ngepress, gak ada si Sandra yg running On Hand, gak ada Sandra yg tukang chatting dan ngabarin kalo PR to PO udah selesai.

Gak ada Sandra si suara cempreng dan manja banget (menurut mereka =p)

Kali ini Sandra datang untuk pamitan sama semuanya..

Sandra datang untuk mohon doa restu buat kuliahnya.

Sandra datang dan siap pergi untuk meneruskan kuliah demi cita-citanya..

Makasih semuanya..

Makasih untuk semua perhatian, semua kebaikan, semua persahabatan, semua rasa sayang yang kalian udah kasi..

Satu kalimat terakhir dari aku : Terima kasih Tuhan, karena sudah pernah mengirimku ke tempat ini =))

Love you all !!

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I'm the main actress in this drama called LIFE